After Dark Farewell

After saying the words, we decided to let loose. It was not in our plans of going out last Friday but we did bar hopped around Legazpi City in Albay and enjoyed each other’s company. Dancing and shouting with the crowd, and trying to blur the reality with alcohol and cigars were the things we did.

“It’s difficult to deal with the emotions when you felt alone for several months then somebody came along to cheer you up and then suddenly left you. It is hard to get rid of the loneliness in your system and get back to your old pattern. The bond you have created with each other is a thing that cannot be totally forgotten. It feels terrible as you miss someone dearly. There’ll be more sleepless nights again and wishing “…could have spent more time and done enough”. Then, realization would come that when one is literally alone, sometimes one cannot stop the creepy thought of being so alone. Even if there’s the care of the family and friends, the presence of it is not enough to ease the insecurities instantly. But even then the remains are not so easy to get over with, it is always better to move forward or else you will end up stuck and living in a fantasy world.”

With bottles of liquors, we have seen new faces though. Some were conversing with us, yet some were just passing by, and few were just like stalking. Others were flirting as one introduced to the other one. And us, we were just simply riding the flow.

The night offered us an amazing and tiresome hopping but we had to go our separate ways in the morning. The parting ways were poignant but we must do it anyway.

 ”I won’t forget what I felt.”

:)