Two nights have passed since the day my lover left me and my heart is still hurting. I feel so sad but no tears coming out from my eyes. That sounds odd but i do miss that person. I miss everthing we had including our moments on videoke bar. We listened to each other’s turn.
Tonight, as I listen to the song Final Distance of Utada Hikaru over and over. I felt that my love has gotten so deep. The beat and rhythm of the song amplified the emotions I am holding of. It is a surreal feeling. The flow of the water and coolness of the Utada’s voice made my imagination tuned up. Even though I don’t understand the song, the video prompted me that love exist no matter how far the distance is.
When I am at my down moments, I sometimes swipe my tears when I hear Final Distance. Sometimes, I remembered past heartaches and breakups. Sometimes, I felt so uneasy and don’t know exactly to react. Finally, after the session of this song, the emotions turned to light mode. It felt so good. The music of the song itself is cathartic.
Final Distance of Utada Hikaru
As of now, the fail of wanting to cry will soon be over. I know after a day or two that I would shed tears. (I’ll be waiting baby ko)
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hey baby..
my heart melts each time i hear love songs… im not used being away from u… i miss u so much and it’s killing me softly…
Posted by yar at July 1, 2008, 1:59 pm